And everything starts again after 3 days. : S
I need to do something.
Studying is just not me anymore.
I want to go out and do things.
Just me and books don't say much to me.
I am bored.
That is why i am currently teaching BM tuition, for two tuition centres,
Which makes up for 8 classes a week, and notes to prepare.
Plus i have this need to exercise every day.
I do not have time.
The thing is, all this is not what i want.
I want to go out and make a difference.
I want to make people happy.
Otherwise i feel like i am wasting my time,
and life would be such a waste.
I know i am 18, but i don't believe in age.
I have got so many dreams, visions and goals that i have yet to fulfill,
College just isn't enough for me.
I want to make people happy.
I want to travel,
Talk to people,
Get input, give output,
and see what i can do.
I want to work to give assurance to people whom lives suck,
and tell them things would be ok.
I hope something would pop up.
That urge to make a difference and help.
I roughly know what i want,
but i still am figuring how i wanna do it.
And i certainly hope i don't have to wait till after my degree.
Just me and books don't speak much, at all.
Living to make myself happy seems so dull after a while.
It doesn't quite matter anymore.
Everybody give me a prayer,
so that something comes quick enough.
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